Nick Cannon's 4th baby mama, Alyssa Scott, has penned an emotional tribute to her dead son, Zen S. Cannon a few days after his death was announced.
In the moving message, Alyssa reiterated how much of a bundle of joy Zen was and how painful it was to see him die slowly.
The message has got thousands of her followers dropping their messages of condolences for her. She accompanied the tribute with a video of Zen S. Cannon and his sister as they spent quality time together. The video also captured the final moment of Zen when he was been conveyed to the hospital for brain surgery.
And also, there were the good times they spent at the beach. You'll be moved to tears after watching the video [below]
She wrote:
Oh my sweet Zen. The soreness I felt in my arm from holding you is slowly fading away. It's a painful reminder that you are no longer here. I caught myself looking in the backseat as I was driving only to see the mirror no longer reflecting your perfect face back at me. When I close a door too loudly I hold my breath and wince knowing a soft cry will shortly follow. It doesn't come. The silence is deafening. These last 5 months we have been in this race together. We would hand the baton off to each other. You kept me going. It would be the middle of the night and you would smile at me. A surge of energy would fill my body and pure joy would radiate from within me. We were a team, both determined to see it through. It feels unbearable running without you now. I can't. And in this moment I feel myself being carried. By your sister.. By God. By complete strangers encouraging me to not give up . It has been an honor and privilege being your mommy.. I will love you for eternity. 6•23•21 – 12•5•21
Watch the video below:
